Living in Sin

Masih sangat pagi.
Dan gw ingin banget memaki-maki segala sesuatu yang lewat depan mata.
Semua terulang.
Sama.

Gw mau ini jadi berbeda.

Pengen bilang begini, “I Quit.”

I’m not afraid
Of anything in this world
There’s nothing you can throw at me
That I haven’t already heard

I’m just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And now you can’t get out of it

Don’t say that later will be better
Now you’re stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing

I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it’s tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don’t really need now
My, oh my

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

Oh love, look at you now
You’ve got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm ’til you discover how deep

I wasn’t jumping, for me it was a fall
It’s a long way down to nothing at all

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

Don’t say that later will be better
Now you’re stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won’t last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won’t last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It’s just a moment
This time will pass

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Freaky buat gw, karena seharusnya gw ini lemah seperti kemarin-kemarin.

Gw dapat banyak hal baru hanya dalam beberapa jam.

Gw punya blog baru. Finally gw punya blog dengan modular coding seperti coding yang gw kerjain setiap hari.

Gw kembali kehilangan Mia, sahabat gw waktu kecil yang baru gw temuin di Friendster beberapa hari lalu, but then I looked at my phonebook, ada nama Meta, sahabat kami yang lain, jadinya gw bisa kembali membangun relationship yang sempet putus.

Gw punya id YM baru, yang gw bisa bilang GW BANGET ! Thx to Dian yang ga nyambung asalnya.

Dan tadi, gw ditelpon sama Vera, agent rumah gw. Rumah gw udah siap! Walaupun belum bisa ditinggali, karena serah terima nya masih bulan November.
Hai kamu yang pengen ke rumahku dan ngelihat pohon natal disana, kamu harus ada di Jakarta Desember nanti ya..

See..

happiness lies between two miseries